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Strange Medicine: Volume 1

by Various Artists

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1.
Gone down, down, down to the liquor store today I was falling in love, had to drink it away Cause you won’t believe your ears when I tell you Won’t believe your eyes, you won’t believe your hands And you won’t believe your ears when I tell you And we’re fighting it out in the dead of winter fighting it out in the dead of winter Now we’re fighting it out in the dead of winter fighting it out in the dead of winter Now it crying it out on the floor today, I was fighting for my right To feel this way The girls don’t come around no more Cause they don’t believe in you, and they don’t believe in me And they don’t believe we were meant to be And we’re fighting it out in the dead of winter fighting it out in the dead of winter Now we’re fighting it out in the dead of winter fighting it out in the dead of winter
2.
Take full blame for all my failures I know I’ve been a bit impulsive May seem a lot to swallow, but I’ve given all I’ve got to give The life I want to live, it turned me down Don’t think I’m accepting it. Makes me want it more What doesn’t kill me makes me stronger When I fail it feeds a hunger To be the best that I can be so help me God I’ve been unhappy and unable to put the milk upon the table But in the end, yes in the end I’ll shine again You say I’m in denial And that I’m losing ground Someday you’ll understand me I know you’ll come around You are imprisoned in your pain filled mind If you’d been listening, you’d know that I’ll be fine What doesn’t kill me makes me stronger When I fail it feeds a hunger To be the best that I can be so help me God I’ve been unhappy and unable to put the milk upon the table But in the end, yes in the end I’ll shine again I’ve been a loser and a winner, a beggar and a sinner And along the way I know I’ve been a fool I’ve done some things that I ain’t proud of I’ve hurt the people I love But in the end, yes in the end I’ll shine again
3.
We’ve been out so long We don’t remember the sun We’re not on our best behavior There’s too much time to kill And I can’t swim With this crawling in my skin Keeping our heads out of water’s Not as easy as it sounds But I’m not about the let you drown No I’m not about the let you drown In the night we won The headless and heartless are down Try not to wake them it’s our turn We don’t appeal to some And I can’t swim With this crawling in my skin Keeping our heads out of water’s Not as easy as it sounds But I’m not about the let you drown No I’m not about the let you drown
4.
You're black on black I've never been able to read you yet serve the reprimand for what you think I understand Black on Black Black on Black Heart to heart did you ever think you'd fall apart? as good as bad has been you made the bed you're lying in Heart to heart Heart to heart Rub the lamp and who knows who will appear with three more wishes for you If I were you I'd wish for the saving of your soul And it all came rushing back in as though I never came to terms with it back then you walk on water in your own mind oh go on pretend I'm fine go on pretend I'm fine Rub the lamp and who knows who will appear with three more wishes for you If I were you I'd wish for the saving of your soul
5.
We built ourselves a battleship and shot for the stars And brought along civilians so they’d feel important But the funny thing is the only ones who made it were the ones who swam for shore And we fought a hundred battles as we bled from our wounds Feeling overly protective as we killed off our own And ironically the only ones who died were the ones who stayed aboard Where the sun, where the sun, where the sun, where the sun is blue Where the sun, where the sun, where the sun, where the sun is blue And we built ourselves a battleship Willing to go under second game And cry ourselves to sleep at night alone and estranged Can this be fixed Feels like the same old shit I’ve been there before In silence, no one’s around, and we break, we break, we break, we’re all burned out Made it seem so fun, the ones who came before Where the sun, where the sun, where the sun, where the sun is blue Where the sun, where the sun, where the sun, where the sun is blue And we built ourselves a battleship Maybe we’ll win this war And we built ourselves a battleship Maybe we’ll win this war They say stars fall, they say stars fall, they say stars fall, can we make it stop they say stars fall, can we make it stop Can we make it stop Someone give me hope
6.
Am I amazing or a parasite wasting your humor I think I love but it may be just to pass the time I’m sorry but I don’t know if I love my self How can I love you when I’m grasping at these straws So call out the hounds cause I’ve lost another friend And if you find him, I’ll let him go again Oh, I’ve lost another friend, I’ve lost another friend, I’ve lost another friend I tried hiding but I always end up in the crowd Cover up my mouth but always end up shouting loud You listened and now you want to find a future But it’s a little blurry when I’m grasping at these straws Grasping at these straws So call out the hounds cause I’ve lost another friend And if you find him, I’ll let him go again Oh, I’ve lost another friend, I’ve lost another friend, I’ve lost another friend I’ve lost another friend, I’ve lost another friend, I’ve lost another friend You were amazing and I knew that I found a friend Now I’m the devil cause I couldn’t keep desire in Shame on you for being so vulnerable It’s a little blurry when you’re grasping at these straws You’re grasping at these straws So call out the hounds cause I’ve lost another friend And if you find him, I’ll let him go again Oh, I’ve lost another friend, I’ve lost another friend, I’ve lost another friend Oh, I’ve lost another friend, I’ve lost another friend, I’ve lost another friend
7.
So this is what it feels like when a load has been lifted This is what it feels like when the light is on So leave the light on Leave the light on, honey Cause I feel better with the light on So this is what it feels like when the shame is washed away This is what it feels like when you look at me and say Leave the light on Leave the light on honey I like it better with the light on For so long, I lay blinded by the darkness But now I’ve grown and it’s all coming into focus So this is what it feels like when a load has been lifted This is what it feels like when the light is on Leave the light on Leave the light on, honey You'll like me better with the light on Cause I am better when the light is on Oh yeah, Leave the light on I feel better with the light on For so long... For so long... For so long... For so long...
8.
In this box of redundancy I run right through the walls Somehow maintaining my imperfection through it all Tell me the truth, have you ever known me to learn from my mistakes? Oh it's just a classic case Of the blind leading the blind So don't you feel bad for me Somehow you taught the blind to see Oh, no no don't you feel sad for me Though I sometimes fall to fury 1-2-3-4 Oh and everyone's sick of the story that paints you in a pen Blaming you over and over an over and over again I believe I have muddied the waters so clear and so concise Hoping no one could muster the courage To stand up and think twice So don't you feel bad for me Somehow you taught the blind to see Oh, no no don't you feel sad for me Though I sometimes fall to fury 1-2-3-4 If I seem sentimental I may have been drowning it all in a drink I come off as a come on but I guarantee that it's not what you think Ask, I'll own up, I know I'm a sinner not a saint Getting down like the devil Oh cause sometimes hell can't wait So don't you feel bad for me Somehow you taught the blind to see Oh, no no no no don't you feel sad for me Even though I fall to fury 1-2-3-4
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Sometimes, things don’t go well Sometimes, feel like hell Why now don’t you forget my name, because I’m Oh, oh, falling Oh, oh, falling Oh, oh, falling Oh, oh, falling down down down I’m trying now, Harder than I ever have before I’m green, you’re blue What’s a poor girl got to do, but I’m Oh, trying Oh, trying Oh, trying Oh, I’m trying now I’m picking up where I Never should have left off anyhow I’m trying harder than I ever have I’m gaining ground I’m seeing more of the world I’m being everybody’s little girl Oh coming Oh coming Oh coming I am coming round, round round Oh, trying Oh, trying Oh, trying Oh, I’m trying now

about

Back when COVID-19 quarantine started, I worked on a compilation benefit album for a Minneapolis musician who had recently been diagnosed with cancer. Soon after, my sister Jamie , was also diagnosed with cancer so I recruited some of the people who worked on the first album and several other local musicians, relatives, and friends to do a benefit compilation for Jamie. Because one constant thing in Jamie's life has been writing songs, I asked people to cover songs Jamie had written for the album. The response has been amazing. Initially conceived as a concept to provide moral support for Jamie during her battle with cancer, the album now becomes a tribute after she lost that battle in May. Thanks to so many awesome musicians and friends for putting your time and effort into this project. I know she was extremely touched by it. With more songs in the works, keep your eyes and ears out for Volume 2 in the coming months too.

-Chris Holm

All proceeds will be split 75/25 between Jamie's 18 month old son, Seto, and cancer research.

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released August 2, 2021

If you'd like to tip the musicians and artists who contributed to this album, you can do so here: www.paypal.com/donate?hosted_button_id=KJGJ96VPDYJYL

Album artwork by Kristie Aalyn McKonly
Album concept, coordination, and compilation by Chris Holm
Track sequencing by Mark Larson and Chris Holm

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